From now on, I will tell myself this: As long as I have put in my utmost effort in everything I do, I will have no more regrets, regardless of the results.
If I think like that, maybe I will be happier.
But sometimes, your effort might not really pay off.
This is the cruel and harsh fact =)
Never did I think that I will emo over my grades, when I am the sort that don't bother about my results when I was back in Secondary School!
Human do change!
AS homework is getting tougher!
OMG! But I still like AS :)
I think I am maddd.
I'm quite worried for OOAD.
I scared I can't do well );
Cuiiii, after OOAD and SE, you'll have NO MORE codings mods! So JIAYOU!!
CT Idea Journal left with the cut and paste part.
Should be able to get it done by tonight!
My AW how?! I haven't start );
I'm loss..
Please tell me it's not too late =X
And I can finish it.
I think of you even in the daytime now.
Even when you are just sitting right beside me!
This is getting very serious.
I should really control my feelings.
How to tell you I like you?! =X
I'm just too afraid to lose whatever I have now after I tell you.
Because I think you will be stunned if you know I like you =X
And you might think that it's a joke =X
- Mood:
stressed
Like open doors?
Lading you down into my core,
Where I've become so numb.
Without a soul,
My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold,
Until you find it there and lead it back
Home.
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside.
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside.
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark.
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run.
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone.
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become.
Now that I know what I'm without,
You can't just leave me.
Breathe into me and make me real.
Bring me to life.
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside.
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside.
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark.
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run.
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone.
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become.
Bring me to life.
(I've been living a lie.
There's nothing inside)
Bring me to life.
Frozen inside without your touch,
Without your love, darling.
Only you are the life among the dead.
(All of this sight,
I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark
but you were there in front of me)
I've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems.
I've got to open my eyes to everything.
(Without a thought
Without a voice
Without a soul
Don't let me die here.
There must be something more).
Bring me to life.
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside.
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside.
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark.
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run.
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone.
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become.
Bring me to life.
(I've been living a lie. There's nothing inside)
Bring me to life
- Mood:
optimistic
What am I doing?
Blogging obviously!
Sorry if I sounds like I'm in a BAD mood.
Because I am seriously in a BAD mood!
This is the only channel for me to vent my stress and frustrations.
So do BEAR with me and my nonsence!
If I don't, I think I will go mad.
I am the kind that cannot bottle up my feelings for too long.
Else, I will get more and more frustrated!
Except for some things, I need and must bottle it up.
Lol. DON'T DIGRESS!!
Doing CT Idea Journal now!
Like due in 3 days and I am still not 20% done!
I just realised my write-up is not enough!
20% is not easy to get.
Even though it's a 0.5 mod.
But still, aiyahhhh just do well lahhh.
Cuiiiii, stop thinking that it's a 0.5 mod!!
Next, OOAD Project.
I am playing Mouse Hunt for the sake of the Duke Hunt.
Waste time.
I rather play Cafe World.
After thinking for some time, I still don't know the purpose of Mouse Hunt, Duke Hunt or whatever Hunt.
Just sound the horn and catch the mouse or duke or whatever lahhh.
Having the test on Monday.
10%. And I have yet to start mugging!
I know it's the first assessment and I need to do well.
Don't need you to say, I also know >.<
I thought Week 05 is disaster.
I'm wrong!
I think it's Week 06!
How am I going to finish all those work?!
Having lessons later.
YES, having lessons on SATURDAY!
CNY make-up.
What to do?!
I am trying to stay calm.
Trying.
I am trying not to get pissed off.
Trying.
I am trying to accept my fate.
Trying.
I am trying not to complain so much.
Trying. But I think I can't.
I am trying hard to tell myself that I will have a bright future ahead after all the years of sufferings.
Trying VERY hard, in fact.
Cuiiii, you better not doze off or zone off or dream off during OOAD class tomorrow.
Else, you will die during Monday's test!
And AW, holy.
I have not read anything.
I have not started.
I have not decided what articles.
I don't know how am I going to do Peer Review this week!
STAY CALM, Cuiiiiiiiiiiii!!
Where is my Eye-Candy?!?!?!?!?!?!
- Mood: stressed
I seriously don't know how am I going to survive these few weeks!
Too many things to do until I don't know where should I start from.
I realised that I got a lot of tests coming.
And I am still blur like there's no tomorrow.
Lol.
Anyway,
Seriously, I hope he will win lurhhhh, seriously.
Chinese New Year is next week.
But I'm not in the mood.
That's pretty sad );
Going off to mug for DM test!
I'm having a test tonight!
Yes, TONIGHT!
Cuiiii, please don't ever screw up the test!
OOAD test on coming Monday.
CT Idea Journal due on Wednesday.
AW Essay 02 Peer Review on the same week.
HOLY!
That's life, isn't it?
- Mood: stressed
ASTONS!! Again..
No lahhhh, just kidding.
3 times a week for ASTONS, I'm going to die man!!
I'm in this holy place.. LI KA SHING LIBRARY!!!
I can find more inspirations in the library I realised. Lol.
Still working on CT Idea Journal though.
This week is.. horrible.
I got activities on every single day.
How to survive like this?!
And I haven't mug for DM lab test.
Die lor!!
AW make-up class this Saturday!
Arghhhh.. Means 3 AW lessons this week.
Holy!~
7 articles, can someone read the articles and record their voice in the MP3 for me?
Then I just play and listen to it on my way to school.
HAHAHA.
Fat hope! Who will be so free to do that for me!
E-Awards 2010 is on 13 March this year!!
I want to go again!! Provided that I win the tickets this year again!!
May JJ, SHOW and JAM win many awards!!
And I am again lost in the deep dark forest for AS lessons );
I'm going home soon.
Bye, school~
- Mood:
tired
The titles in chinese are just some random lyrics which came to my mind.
I am not emo-ing >.<
HAHAHAHAHA!!
Now got no reason, and no time to get emo.
Emo is bad for health!
So why emo?! HAHA.
Anyway, here are the pics which we took on Friday's shopping!!
I realised something.
I like to ACT-CUTE when taking photos.
Lol.
I must think of some new pose.
Cannot always take pictures with the same pose.
So boring~
I regret eating so much.
Now getting so fat.
Cannot wear so many nice clothes );
Slim down lahhh Cuiiiii!!!!!
STOP eating so much lahhh!!
I can't wait for summer term!!
I want to go work, and earn lots of money!!
Because I WANT TO GO SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When I was younger, I kept wondering why girls like to go shopping.
But now, I can understand why!! HAHAHAHA.
I realised that I don't understand last week's AS lesson!
HOW?!
Whole mind is thinking of shopping and holidaying.
This is so WRONG!!!!
- Mood:
lazy
Nothing special about school this week either.
So I've got nothing much to blog.
Bye Bye~
Lol. So lame!
Blogging is my way of venting my stress.
And anger I suppose.
Finally handed up AW Essay 01.
And Essay 02 is due in 2 weeks' time. HOLY MAMA!!
7 articles to read this time round. Gosh~
Never-ending homework!!!!!!!
Nevertheless, shopping is still VERY important to me.
HAHAHA.
Met up with besties Amelia and Koh Li yesterday!! HAHA.
Went for dinner @ Astons!
2nd time eating Astons in a week >.<
The first time was this Wednesday after CT class.
After dinner, we went shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHA. But we didn't buy anything );
Catched up a lot with them. And it feels great hanging around with besties, chit-chatting, joking, laughing and talking about the past.
At least better than mugging I would say.
More shopping girls, during summer!!!!
Went back to school for DM Project Meeting today, and surprisingly, I saw A LOT of my classmates having project meetings as well!!
AS and CT project groups are out.
Means more project meetings in the VERY near future.
CT groupings are still okay, because I am in the same group at Xiao Xiang and Stacie!! =)
But.. AS grouping, I'm alone!!
With 4 other guys. And I know NONE of them! );
Speaking about CT, I think I should start my Idea Journal like tomorrow?!
Week 06 is not say very far away, and next week I'm fully packed for the entire week!
Gosh!~
Anyway, I will be attending SMU Chinese New Year Lo Hei Session!!
HAHA, I want to see the Lion Dance!!
I LOVE LION DANCE!!
Even though I hate loud sounds and red.
Anyway, the trip to Singapore Arts Museum was okayyyy.
I went in with ???, came out with ???
Because.. I don't understand arts.
And we are supposed to draw and paint like next lesson.
Which is this Wednesday.
I hope I can draw out the effects which I visualised.
But I doubt so.
Lol.
We are only given 29 minutes.
I think I won't have time to colour, since I draw so slow.
(Does it means that I wasted my money buying the crayons?!)
Thursday is my DM Lab Test.
Do you think I have mood to be creative and draw?!
I think I should just draw the ER Model for the prof.
Lol.
That's also draw what!
I can predict.. Week 05 onwards will be a disaster!!!!!
I didn't realised that you know.
Arghhhh, so embarassing );
When will I stop being so clumsy in front of you?!
So embarassing!!
(Shittt, sounds like Auntie Lucy!)
- Mood: tired
I think that patience can be cultivated.
I know it's something which I am seriously lacking of.
I shall cultivate it then :)
Another new year resolution.
I seriously think it's time to start doing my CT Idea Journal.
Although I am still quite lack of ideas =X
Was thinking of going to Daiso to get some materials for the journal.
Must make it a nice one. (I hope)
Because it's 20% and its INDIVIDUAL!!
Don't even know do I have the time to go Daiso.
Plaza Sing, you are so near yet so far to be reached..
But the thought of Daiso is already decorated with Chinese New Year decorations, makes me don't feel like going in.
Because there are red things hanging around everywhere.
And I bet shops will start to blast CNY songs, which I apparently don't like.
HOW?!
I will get headache when I see red and hear CNY songs.
There's once a friend of mine asked me this question.
Friend: Are you the recarnation of the monster 年?
Me: Why?
Friend: Oh, because the lengend says that the monster hates red and hates loud sounds. Just happen you also hate red and CNY songs, so I thought you might be the recarnation of that monster.
Me: If I'm the monster, you'll be the first I eat up for asking this question.
I might simply end up shopping instead of getting materials for CT Idea Journal.
Lol.
I feel like dumping my homework one side and go for shoppinggggggggggggggggg..
- Mood:
awake
AW is driving me maddddd!!
I only managed to complete like half of the essay last night.
I am still left with the other half )=
Celebrating Nerdiness.. YOU ARE CAUSING ME TO HAVE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS!!
I'd rather write LTB Journal.
I doubt I'll do well for the first AW Essay.
This is my first time in my entire life writing a critique. Can't expect much though.
But I still hope I'll get a decent grade.
AW, please don't pull down my GPA )=
Anyway, will be going to Singapore Arts Museum this Wednesday during CT lesson.
Seriously, I don't know the purpose (and I don't bother to ask).
Another blow - CT Project.
I heard that there are many things to be done for CT Project.
That's why there's 9-10 people in a group!
Gosh~
Give me some inspiration!!
I need some inspiration to do my CT Ideal Journal!!
I hope the end product is how I imagined it to be.
Due in Week 06. And now it's.. Week 04!!
I have a feeling I am so dead this semester!!
Definitely worse than last semester.
Work is piling up EVERYDAY and there are still more work pouring in.
Will be learning File Handling and Exceptions for OOAD tomorrow.
It has been long since I touched codings.
By saying this, it does not mean that I likes to do codings.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
You will never hear me say that I love codings.
Unless I have gone mad or something.
I just realised AW Essay 2 is due on CNY week.
There are like so many work due on CNY week.
Means that I have to do work during CNY.
And speaking of that, I have not buy my CNY clothes.
I have no time to go shopping!!
I just realised that my phone got no Wifi.
I cannot tweet with photos!! )=
I think my blog these days are getting boring.
Because I am basically complaining about school work in every entry.
This is the place where I vent my stress.
So, bear with it. HAHA
Anyway, ever since school starts, my life revolves around school work and nothing else.
Boring life, isn't it?
And I got to realised something more about myself this week.
I realised that.. I am hopelessly blur.
Because I didn't know that 2 of my OOAD classmates were my Calculus and Econs classmates previously.
Until they told me =X
I seriously don't know what am I doing in class.
Time to socialise.. MORE.
I think I only know like 20% of the people in my class, besides friends I already know before I got into the class.
I am not anti-social.
I'm just blur. HAHA.
My aim this semester is to finish up my remaining quota for the booking of facility!! HAHA.
Wan Hui told me that we only need to bid during Summer.
So, I can slowly think of the modules to bid after exams.
I don't feel like taking Stats )=
Because I don't want to see Maths.
But it's a pre-requisite for Marketing and it's my Business-Oriented Core.
I have to take 5 CU every semester from next semester onwards, else I cannot graduate in 2013.
Which means 5 modules every semester, because I've got no more 0.5 mods.
Okay, enough of rattlings.
Elvin NG is performing in tonight's charity show!!
That's something to look forward to~
I'll still watch even though there's lots of work to do. HAHA.
Nothing is more important than my Elvin, okay!
Just kidding.
I don't want to celebrate nerdiness!!
When can I stop celebrating nerdiness??
Feel like eating Black Pepper Crab now.
How?!
- Mood: stressed
I woke up like 2 hours ago. LOL.
I can feel that the poly times abnormal working hours are back.
During poly days, I had this damn weird working hours.
I sleep at 10pm and wakes up at 2am to study.
Whereas my besties sleep at 2am.
So I have no one to talk to on MSN when I was doing my work )=
HAHA.
Now, this abnormal working hours are BACK.
Woke up to finish up my unfinish business for AS homework.
Now thinking of the damn Thesis Statement >.<
I just want to get over and done with AW!!
It is a endless nightmare!!
If I can get the grade which I got for OOAD in poly for my OOAD in uni now at the end of the semester.
I will be so happy!! =)
I hope I can improve on my database grade though.
In poly, it was the damn exam that screwed up my database grade!
Efforts put in for project and lab test sort of wasted )=
I like AS!!
Example of a valid argument:
If the guy is Elvin Ng, then he is handsome. (If P then Q)
He is Elvin Ng. (P)
So he is handsome. (So Q)
Maybe I should use this as an example for me to remember what is a valid argument :)
I think AS is fun.
But I still love LTB more!!!!!
Minus the screwed up quiz and damn class part grade.
Haven't start on my CT Idea Journal.
Damn~
Due in Week 06. 3 more weeks!
HOLY MAMA!!
DM meeting on Thurs.
OOAD meeting on Fri.
AW Grammar Workshop on Fri too.
Fri is the weekly meeting for OOAD.
Means every Fri need to go back to school )=
Fri free day is gone!
I have this feeling, soon.. Saturdays and Sundays will be gone as well.
That is life is SMU.
I decides that I should go back to sleep now, since the Thesis Statement decides not to knock on my door yet.
Shucks! I forgot to do the critique for AW Sample Essay 02!!
Readings on critique not done too.
Gosh!!
Hopefully I can finish these unfinish business before I go for my CT class :)
I'm not given a choice, I MUST!!
- Mood: stressed
There's a reading quiz on this later.
Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
12:39AM right now.
I am still feeling AWAKE!!
I should be in bed sleeping.
Or at least on the way to Lala Land.
But tonight, I'm not.
Something's WRONG.
Use-Case diagram and Thesis Statement, shall see you in another few hours!!
Another
- Mood: awake
During holidays, I always look forward to the weekends.
Lots of meet-ups with besties!!
But now, weekends are just another 2 mugging days >.<
Finally finished the AW critique outline!!
It took me the entire of yesterday to do it.
Of course with
As a NUS grad with Honours in English Literature, I think writing a critique is nothing to him! HAHA
May Elvin inspire me to do well for AW :)
Might not be able to go for JJ Party4.
Because it's in March and that's the critical period.
Saddening!!
I hope I can go~
Can I just abandon my work for a few hours? HAHA
And.. there's high possibility that I will be going to SHOW LUO's Concert in May!!
I can see him DANCEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..
AWESOME!!
Jam's voice is nice too :)
I want to go JB for shopping spreeeeee!!
- Mood: hungry
School is celebrating PATRON'S DAY today.
Because SMU turns 10 this year.
There's like a fiesta thing in school.
I wanted to go and join in the fun so muchhhhh!!
But I am forbidden to do so.
Because I need to rush the AW critique outline!!
ARGHHHHH~~
I bet that the school is very happening today!
I'm stuck writing AW.
Awwwwwww..
Thesis, thesis where are you?!?!?!?!
I am so dead!!
I seriously hate writing critiques to the maxxxxx!!!!
Second week of school.
People are already mugging in school.
Cuiiiii, time to mug!!
Be a mugger or a loser.
Projects, projects and more projects.
Uni life is tough!!
Tougher than what I expected.
Cuiiiiii, hang in there, don't give up!!!
Ever since that day, I find myself not emo-ing anymore.
I realised that I can be happy too, just like other girls out there.
Because, you made it happen =)
- Mood: stressed
Tuesday.
Will be having AS lesson later @ 1530.
After that will head down to M1 @ Paragon to upgrade my phone plan to the one with unlimited sms and free campus call.
Unlimited sms sounds cool :)
Doing AS homework now.
I don't know what is reasoning and argument!!
Horrible~
AW essay outline needs to be out by Fri night.
And I have not read any articles.
Holy.
OOAD grouping was out yesterday.
Hope I can work well with my team mates :)
Doing some Duke Hunt game.
Derived from Mouse Hunt in Facebook.
I don't play Mouse Hunt dude!
Why not Cafe World?
DM project spects was released last night too.
Double heart-attack.
First submission is Week 05.
Now is already Week 02.
I need some more creative juice for CT!!
Once someone ever told me this, "It is very difficult to forget someone you once loved deeply."
Holy!
Please don't tell me its happening to me >.<
I don't want it to happen to me!!!!!!
Everything happened too late, but it indeed happened.
I will try very hard to control my feelings.
No, I must control.
Cuiiiii, you must not be fickle-minded!!
Time to mug hard and not think of nonsence.
But that's the beginning of every IT module.
Accept this.
Why is weekends so short?!
2 days is not enough!
I haven't revise Week 01's lesson!
HOLY!!
Week 02 is coming.
Gosh~
I have not done AW and AS homework.
Shucks!
Monday got CT meeting @ 7pm.
Means cannot come back and watch "Or-yi-Or".
Was reading the episode synopsis for "Together" instead of AW.
Lol.
The last few episodes seems quite nice.
I want to watch the last episode!
I wonder Xiaobei's son look like who when he grows up?!
Xiaobei or Tarzan? HAHA.
Under the attack of Zz monster now.
Shall continue to mug later :)
Too in love with Tarzan.
- Mood:
happy
Friday is my favourite day.
I used to think this way because I have no school.
Who knows I have CT Project Meeting today afternoon. Zzz
Because we have a project presentation like this coming Wednesday?!
I was down with flu for the past 3 days!
Besides sleeping, I practically did nothing else.
Feel so sinful now >.<
Because I have so much work undone!!
Feel terribly sinful now >.<
This semester
Last semester I had IS200, IS101, LTB, Calculus and Econs.
The module with most work was LTB.
The rest I basically did nothing much, except project submission or exam period.
This semester I am dead basically.
Academic Writing (AW):
Have to write 3 essays!!
And attend 4 grammar workshops.
I think my English is poor )=
Out of the entire article, I couldn't understand 40% of the words, to be exact vocabulary.
After reading the article, I don't really understand what its trying to say?! Lol.
Many more readings to be done!!
Gosh~
This made me have a second thought about taking "Shakespeare in Flims" as GE (Arts) module next time.
I hope I can gain something out of the grammar workshops and apply to my AW essays.
I don't want to throw the $60 into the drain for nothing. Lol.
But still, I rather write than to do Econs. HAHAHA.
Analytical Skills (AS):
All I remembered from this week's lesson was - Reasoning, Conclusion and Inference.
The prof was rather funny I think, which lightens up the mood of the class.
Weekly homework (Mei Hong, my turn to complain about 2.0 and 2.5!!) HAHA.
Mid-term Examination.
Group Project.
Final Exam.
Is this 0.5 CU?!
Creative Thinking (CT):
Quite fun I think. The only class which I don't feel stress going to.
But the workload is like.. freaking OMG.
Will be having a presentation this coming Wednesday.
Holy >.<
Idea Journal - Another headache.
I need inspiration seriously.
2 class projects.
1 group project.
1 idea journal.
1 visual representation. (I have no idea what's that)
Is this 0.5 CU?!
Object-Oriented Application Development (OOAD):
First lesson already got surprise quiz >.<
Lost at Sequence Diagram.
It's my failure. Lost since 3 years ago in OOAD lesson.
Group Project.
Lab tests.
Written Test.
Exam.
This is killing me.
At least for someone (like me) who don't likes codes.
>.<
I will try to love OOAD.
Try.
Database Management (DM):
One of my favourite modules.
Because I love database!! I think it's fun!! =)
We get to create ERD, our own database and designing it too.
AWESOME!!~~
Select * FROM.. My good friend, I'm back!!
Same as OOAD.
Group Project.
Lab Test.
Exam.
I hope DM don't kill me :p
Pardon me if I'm complaining too much.
The blog is a writing space for me to vandalize >.<
Lots of printing to be done too.
Mommy, I need a LASER PRINTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This year Chinese New Year will be worse than previous years.
I can foresee that.
Lab test, presentation, assignments and make-up lessons falls on Chinese New Year week.
How to enjoy?!
Saturdays somehow become a common day for make-up lessons and lab tests.
I think.. I have no time to go JJ Party4 this time round.
Sad )=
Giving up my LOVE for school work.
I don't ask for anything much, repay me with good results will do!!
- Mood:
sick
Goodbye holidays, Hello school!! :)
Today is the last day of holiday, school starts tomorrow!!
Now that the holidays are ending, I don't want it to end ):
Anyway, enjoyed the last 2 weeks of my holidays to the maxxxx already.
So nothing to regret about :)
Went Tung Lok Group of Restaurants @ Zhou's Kitchen today with buddy.
Had high-tea buffet.
The food is awesome!! :)
We liked the 皮蛋粥, wanted to place order for the 2nd time, but it ran out of stock ):
Means it's really nice :)
Took lots of nice and tempting photos of the food.
Will upload when I have the time, which is obviously not now!
After that we walked from Raffles Place to Suntec City. LOL.
Walked past Boat Quay (or is that Clarke Quay or Singapore River?! I don't know!), Victoria Concert Hall, Merlion Park and Esplanade.
Singapore 1 hour tour?!
It was seriously very fun! But my legs are aching now.
Was @ Esplanade Concourse and saw 2 ladies performing.
One on the guitar and one on the piano!
I am so envious!! I can't play any ):
Violin is what I want to learn!!
Saw this wallet @ Wallet Shop and I loved it!!
Shall get it when I get my first pay from summer job :)
Wallet, wait for me!!!!!!!!!!!!
0830 lesson tomorrow.
OOAD.
Doing programming on a Monday morning for 14 weeks is so sinful.
Lol.
Assignment Milestones for certain modules are out.
HOLY MAMA!!
Need to get AS, AW and DM texts soon!!
Got lots of readings to do I suppose ):
But.. nevertheless, weekdays 9pm are still reserved for my beloved "Or-yi-Or" :)
It ends on 18 Jan ):
Hope that school won't be a sad one this semester.
Hope everything goes well this semester.
Hope that I can get my desired cGPA this semester :)
Hope that I can be less blur.
Hope that I stop day-dreaming in class and pay attention.
Hope that no more last minute work.
Hope that I can see you more in school. HAHA :p
I seriously think I should get a laser printer soon.
Like real soon..
ZOMG!! I have not print my OOAD notes for tomorow's lesson!!
- Mood: sleepy
Believe me, it's going to be super longggggggg..
We are entering a new century!!
New century, new year, new resolutions, new hope, new start!! =)
Shall do some reflections before listing my new year resolutions.
Reflections for 2009
(1) Went to JJ World Tour Concert 2009 with Rachel!! OMG!! I was seriously very happy about it. I think the concert is AWESOME!! =)
(2) Survived the 7 months internship @ KPMG. I would say the internship time there was seriously fun with them around especially my besties!! Even though we kept doing OT, and complained, but we had fun too!! Initially, I thought I would die in KPMG. HAHAHA.
(3) Graduated from Temasek Polytechnic!! That was an AWESOME thing too!! Hard work for 3 years finally paid off. I seriously miss everything in TP now. Of course, like I always said, life in TP wouldn't be that awesome without my besties and friends around!! =) Even though travelling from Ang Mo Kio to Tampines EVERYDAY is really quite a chore, but it's worth it!! It's really worth it =)
(4) Working and having fun in KPMG after internship. Life was quite tiring during that period of time, because we simply OT-ed our lives away~ This made me realised and experienced this will be what the real working life is like. Learnt a lot of things though. And after working for a period of time, it changed my mentality and mindset of how I view things. And I came up with my own saying after this: Being kind to others, means being cruel to yourself.
Even though there are many unhappy happenings going around at that period of time, I still have a lot of happy memories to overwrite the unhappy ones!! =)
(5) Got into my dream university!! I am really very happy and shocked about this. Why Elvin is not from SMU?! HAHAHA. Think too much :p Even though I always complain, nonetheless I will still work hard =) Semester 1 results is really such a disappointment. So I will work harder in Semester 2 =)
(6) Letting go is actually what I should do earlier. I don't know how to go about saying what I want to say.. (how to do AW like that?!) Ok, shall put it in 1 simple sentence: Letting go really makes me feel a lot a lot happier. I used to think that I cannot let go and will never be able to. And I kept holding on. It was really tiring. I emo-ed and feel sad every single day. That doesn't make my life happier! Seriously it doesn't.
I really don't know why I can give up out of a sudden, when I couldn't do it 1 year ago. Maybe it's because.......
In any case, I will that you will find your happiness soon =) I hope she can give you the happiness which I cannot, and he can bring me the happiness which you
You look for your happiness, I look for mine. And we are still friends. Still able to chat and talk, isn't that great?!
I am able to write all these out here today, is because, I have completely let go of the past, and let go of everything. When I see the things you like, the songs you like, the food you like, the places you went to, the things which you said, it no longer reminds me of you.
Therefore, I am sure that I have completely let go =)
Actually, I did nothing much in 2009 thinking back. 2/5 of the time was spent working, 2/5 was spend studying, 1/5 was spend on entertainment. No life )=
Hope 2010 would be a better year!!
Time for..
2010 New Year Resolutions
(1) Slim down!! Seriously I must. Stop eating JUNK FOOD!! And I will try to go to the gym more often =)
(2) Facebook lesser. Seriously, I wasted a lot of time playing Facebook.
(3) See JJ Lin in person more!! HAHA, like holding another concert?! or autograph session?!
(4) See Elvin Ng in person. I am still thinking should I join his Fanclub and I can go to his gathering. I make this wish of seeing him like every year?! and I didn't even seen him once before!! Is Singapore that big?!
(5) Family to be in good health. Let them be healthy and happy everyday =) My greatest wish.
(6) Talk softer. I will try even though it seems quite impossible :p
(7) Be less blur. I will really try but I think I am at the hopeless case stage =X
(8) Do well in my studies and get my desired GPA.
(9) Don't emo anymore. I think this resolution can fulfill =)
(10) Be a better friend and better person.
(11) Earn more money!! Who doesn't want :p
(12) Be the happy-go-lucky girl once again!! I hope I can =)
(13) Win a MACBOOK in some lucky draw!! HAHA. This one hmm.. need some luck.
(13) Find Mr.Right =)
That's about it!! Wow 14 resolutions, how many will it be fulfill at the end of 31st December 2010?!
We shall see then =)
I really look forward to 2010!! =)
Once again, wishing all of you a HAPPY NEW YEAR and believe me, 2010 will be even a better year than 2009!! Why? Because I said so :p
- Mood:
excited
But I seriously don't know what name to put.
Anyway, met up with my LTB mates yesterday @ Tina's house.
Played crazy games like.. Band Hero, Wii and Left 4 Dead 2.
Seriously hope that school doesn't start )=
HAHA.
Now that school is starting, I don't want the holidays to endddddddd )=
Going back to school tomorrow, to mug.
Like real.
What is there to mug?!
OOAD? DM? No!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Going to gym tomorrow with Mei Hong and Chang Mei.
HAHA.
I told Mei Hong, if Elvin is the coach at the gym, I'll go like everyday :)
But too bad, Elvin is not an alumni of SMU.
1 more day to 2010.
And I have not give a thought on my new year resolutions )=
That's pretty badddddd.
Going KBOX with Amelia on Saturday.
I'm going to sing my hearts out!!!!
I suppose this is the last time I'm going to KBOX in the next 4 months, at least.
Meeting Hui Ling on Sunday for High-Tea Buffet @ Zhou's Kitchen.
Food is so ever-tempting :)
Monday will be the day I start school.
Monday morning, 0830, doing Java Programming.
So sinful >.<
Followed by AW in the afternoon.
What is life?!
But I still look forward going to school everyday, because.......
HAHAHA :p
- Mood:
good
Will be making my 2010 New Year Resolutions and 2009 Reflections on 31st December.
A nice way to end of 2009 :)
XMAS is over!!
How did you guys spend your Xmas?
XMAS wasn't that fun if you sneezed the whole day.
But I had fun on XMAS Eve with my babes!!
Dined at the Ship's Restaurant and Bar for Xmas Eve Dinner.
The Cream of Mushroom is AWESOME!!
The Prawn and Mango Salad
Our side dish - Garlic Scallop
Grilled Steak
Xmas Set Special
Grilled Salmon with Scallop
The photos looked a bit blurred.
Because, the lightings were a bit dim + my phone camera doesn't have flash )=
After which, we did not went to see the lightings along Orchard as it was so so sooooooooo crowded!!
Chilled at Harry's @ Velocity instead.
The place was rather quiet and peaceful.
Nice place to chill out and.. SLEEP :p
Because I was sleeping. HAHAHA!!
Next week marks the last week of my school holiday!!
BooHooHoo )=
Gonna enjoy myself to the max before I turn myself into a mugger (for good) again!
- Mood: lazy
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